when one story ends, another begins

Well my career at Pleasant Grove High School is...over.
It's kind of a scary thought just having the comfort of a thing that can't change much was a wonderful part about high school. Now everything is changing, people are saying their "goodbyes" everywhere I turn and I just can't handle it anymore! I mean, some of the kids I graduated with on Thursday went to public school with me since the 2nd grade, and now we are all going our separate ways. Crazy.
One of my best friends is leaving on his Mission THIS WEDNESDAY. I can't fully comprehend it.
Yet, I am excited. I get to go out into the world and meet new people and make new dreams, and still I can hold fast to those who mean dearly to me. I will not say "goodbye" to the friends who mean the most to me, I won't allow myself to, I have a feeling that if I try we can remain friends for a really long time(:

i'm still looking up

mmmm love? yes. 

this song has been on my mind a lot lately

why?

because of a boy, obviously.

what boy?

not telling. 

this is the world wide web after all.

any details for y'all?

no way.

my friends are too smart and will figure it out if I do.

*cough*  cassie *cough* melanie

lots of thoughts and concerns have been running constaintly through out my head about this certain young man.

this song comes on the radio right as I think about the situation.

and it won't leave. ever. you'd think I'd hate it but nope.

it relaxes me and reminds me that everything will turn out.

"i'm still looking up"

   (oh and just so we're clear,     

 I'm not sure how much I like this kid. 

I just wish things weren't so awkward.

Getting back to the friend stage would be nice.

but, it's complicated.)