i'm still looking up

mmmm love? yes. 

this song has been on my mind a lot lately

why?

because of a boy, obviously.

what boy?

not telling. 

this is the world wide web after all.

any details for y'all?

no way.

my friends are too smart and will figure it out if I do.

*cough*  cassie *cough* melanie

lots of thoughts and concerns have been running constaintly through out my head about this certain young man.

this song comes on the radio right as I think about the situation.

and it won't leave. ever. you'd think I'd hate it but nope.

it relaxes me and reminds me that everything will turn out.

"i'm still looking up"

   (oh and just so we're clear,     

 I'm not sure how much I like this kid. 

I just wish things weren't so awkward.

Getting back to the friend stage would be nice.

but, it's complicated.)